day after days

Today was yet another day of my life. i'm feeling out of reach, it seems to be that i am isolated from everyone around me, maybe because i'm not in school rite now, while everyone else are working their butts off to prepare for the Final Examination, for many it is the last of highschool.

I have no idea what another year of highschool will bring me, the kind of challenges i will face. what i do know is this is my year, this is when my life gets turned around. man, that sure sound exciting! although a lot of focus and determinations will have to take place in order for that to be achieved, i'm sure i will overcome the hard times. To all my friends who are parting to the next stage of their lives:"Watch out! i'm rite behind ya!" lol

I've turned away from God for quite a while now, havn' gone to church in at least 2 or 3 months, i guess i didn' want to communicate, to discuss my sorry ass life. now i'm gradually getting back on track again, guess i might start to go to church again. i also regained my Faith in God, which is AWESOME!

Today I recieved the Dell Notebook my dad ordered, man this is so damn cool, but too bad, my dad is going to take it back to China, and possibly give it to my cousin before he comes back. But i understand, we r going through a critical stage financially, my dad always wanted to give my cousin a computer as a reward and encourgement towards his university journey, i'm glad too.

i wonder wut blake and jing r doing rite now, probably still up studying. Good Luck guys!